How am I staying stress free right now?
Wish it was Xanax.
That's how good things are going right now.
Thursday, December 15, 2016
(I wrote this back on December 7th but couldn't post from my phone for some reason...)
Once upon an October I had a baby girl.
I will write the story soon'ish.
Today is my first day back at work and these are my thoughts for journaling purposes-
* I hated leaving my babies this morning. I hate giving the baby more of the prescription (special diet due to genetic disease) formula cause I didn't have enough pumped.
*first pumping session yielded more than I pumped in two sessions on maternity leave! Big blessing.
*I'm mean to my husband. I made him do the night feeding last night so I got a bit more sleep before my first day back. But then I slept in the little man's bed to keep him asleep.
*after being out of our home for five days (wood flooring being installed/sealed) we got home at 5 lady night and had almost no food. Which means I had nothing to bring to work today
*day 1 of eating healthier while at work - FAIL
*work updated the whole system while I was gone so I'm SCARED TO DEATH my times are gone forever. So sitting here on hold with 'George' trying to get them back.
*500+ emails, 29+ voicemails , will I every catch up?
* I'm missing my last two careers right now- banking and operations at Old Navy.
Guess I'd better work a bit.
Doesn't help that my coverage quit while I was gone..... I need to hold my babies.
Posted by Trisha at 1:57 PM