(I wrote this back on December 7th but couldn't post from my phone for some reason...)
Once upon an October I had a baby girl.
I will write the story soon'ish.
Today is my first day back at work and these are my thoughts for journaling purposes-
* I hated leaving my babies this morning. I hate giving the baby more of the prescription (special diet due to genetic disease) formula cause I didn't have enough pumped.
*first pumping session yielded more than I pumped in two sessions on maternity leave! Big blessing.
*I'm mean to my husband. I made him do the night feeding last night so I got a bit more sleep before my first day back. But then I slept in the little man's bed to keep him asleep.
*after being out of our home for five days (wood flooring being installed/sealed) we got home at 5 lady night and had almost no food. Which means I had nothing to bring to work today
*day 1 of eating healthier while at work - FAIL
*work updated the whole system while I was gone so I'm SCARED TO DEATH my times are gone forever. So sitting here on hold with 'George' trying to get them back.
*500+ emails, 29+ voicemails , will I every catch up?
* I'm missing my last two careers right now- banking and operations at Old Navy.
Guess I'd better work a bit.
Doesn't help that my coverage quit while I was gone..... I need to hold my babies.
Leaving your baby to go back to work is the worst! I had to do that with Zoe. Your little girl is SO cute! I love her little nose! She is so beautiful! I hope things get easier for you.
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